Who I am, according to The Greek Qabalah

I spent Tuesday morning pouring through The Greek Qabalah, by Kieran Barry, noting the numbers and corresponding messages for a whole variety of configurations of my names, and birth date. I’m talking about my birth name, married name, initials. I also (because I’m super frikken extra like that) cross referenced the numbers against Crowley’s Sepher Sepheroth.

Here are my notes. Behold the numbers of my names.

  • 177 + 40 + 161 + 620 + 116 = 1114 (a species of gold, hebrew) // sweat, greek
    • 177 – lord of lords, garden of eden, plentitude of plentitudes, to cry out for help
    • 620 – kether, crown; the first descending triad (chokmah, binah, death); to hide treasure up, the doors, spirits, ghosts.
  • 212 + 161 + 1119 + 116 = 1608
  • 212 + 161 + 719 + 116 = 1208 (pride, hebrew) (to make peace, Greek)
  • 20 + 1 + 9 + 30 = 60.
  • 60 – tried by fire, a watchtower, excellence, sublimity, glory, pride, constitution, tradition, practice, behold! They (fem), a basket, vision, the southern district, utensil, instrument, tool, lament. // Greek – fear, terror, magic, step, mark, brand, point, letter name of stigma.

Stigma, stigmata, the mark of Cain. Renown, look upon his golden face and you will know. Marked, not to be touched, he is mine, claimed him since he first drew blood, the ultimate sacrifice of his honour for my love, in passion of frenzied jealousy. And he slew his brother for he wanted to be favoured. And so, he was. Family killings are the best, because you would do anything for love. Lets put that to the test.

If I do not use both names, if I only use one…

  • KAT  (also, L)– 30 – a party to an auction at law; defendant, plaintiff, it will be. // Greek, ten.
  • KAL – 51 – edom, ate, devoured, where? Pain, Heliopolis, tumultuously, to harass, perturb, failure, please, I pray thee, raw, now, thebes
  • K – 20 – yod, a hand, a name of god, fraternity, black liquid, it was, the breast, a vision, a prophet, to gaze, sin, golden. // Greek – form idea way nature, now therefore, force strength
  • A – 1 – the mystic number of kether
  • T – 9 – ventriloquist, dummy, necromancer, the special fire of black magic, be kindled, brother, a garment, become power, grew high, middle, midst, back, splendour, shout of joy, booty, prey, come // Greek- today, but thus, earth gaia, earth goddess
  • T (tau) 300 – armour, weapon,
  • (KAT) 321 – beautiful, good omen, temple, raven,
  • (KATL) 351 – the wizard, strange, new, thou, redeemer, maiden, throat, sand // man, ishim, incense, angelic choir of malkuth
  • K——y = 212 – fate, destiny.
    • – great voice, splendour, to enlighten, to spread out, harlot golden, enclose, secret chamber.
  • A– = 161 – intercourse, the get healed, furrow, climax, staircase MULTIPLE 7
    • 161 – heavenly (primordial or exalted) man, congregation of the eternal
  • T——g = 719 – soul, will, mind, spirit, heart; chariot, vessel; hammer; purity; cause, occasion, myth, amphora. PRIME NUMBER
    • 1119 – of Mytilene; the teaching of god
  • L— = 116 doves, the munificent ones, primordial, articifial
  • K——- A– L— = 489 – father
    • repayment, restoration, a weighing out of repayment, evil spirit
  • K——- A– T——g = 1092
    • 1492 – paths of the lord, one crying, the last adam
  • K——- A– = 373 – the word, confusion, siren PRIME
    • god of the Hebrews, quaking
  • K——- L— = 328 – birth, generation.
    • to steam, darkness
  • K——– T——- = 931 – immutable, to threaten, the aeon, ambrosia and nectar MULTIPLE 7
    • 1331 – to endure MULTIPLE 11
  • 1 x 9 x 8 x 6 = 432 – priesthood, foundation, everywhere
    • eventide shadows, son of assiyah, ursa minor
  • 15 x 11 = 165 – wrong, injury, from the sea
    • strength, to make them know, NEMO, an assembly, curse
  • 15 + 11 + 19 + 86 = 131 – pan (all), priestess, change, exchange, birth, origin, seed, dove PRIME
    • he was angry, nose, turn, roll, title of kether, humility, pluto (daath)
  • 555 desire, lust, separation, division, foundation, image, Necronomicon (book of the dead)
    • obscurity, the god HAD
  • 11 x 60 + 55 = 715 – dream, vision; to have intercourse (with); woman; ineffable.
    • Secret, perfumed.

The time I was born, 5:55pm, so 11 hours and 55 minutes after the dawn (beginning of the day, 6am), 715 minutes, essentially.

There’s a whole lot of lusty lust stuff on that list. Kinda matches my whole natal astrology chart, though…

And just to recap, my favourite one is…

K——- A– = 373 – god of the Hebrews, quaking

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