burning the cross with Chaos on it, on fire, the discord a hysterical farce. and I am reminded that’s why I am brought in. Not to be a wise sage or respectable teacher, but to be the the foil I always was, I am the comic relief.
This does not quell my soul at the moment. I am dumbfounded, and pissed. I played a prank on myself. What a fucker…
writing lists helps to place one in a mindset. list writing helps me remember stuff. for through talking it out, i learn it as you do. I have to hear it before it clicks. It has to be said aloud, pointed out. Otherwise I’m just as in the dark as you all are.
- Manifest magic: my superb magician self, manipulate magic
- Mortal muse: my life as inspiration
- Maniacal messiah: mythic prophecy about me
- I sign everything with a k. for that is my name, my sign, my sound. I will also accept q, and c.
- K is the key to existence, the portal between worlds and realms.
- K is the key, the legend, the engine, the initiator, the divisive line that forces your mind.
Along comes the co-patriot, the jeep, the fricative chariot steed. CHET. Ack, shit. Get ready for it.
What now, brown cow? The and ells.
- You must choose! You must pick a side, for if you do not, it will be made for you. You will learn that your indecision is a decision. And you have chosen wrong.
- Scheat, Pegasus, out from the spout of my neck did behead.
- Quickly descend and catch the falling fallen, salve the fissure that is forming from growing.
- Quick as a flash, as loud as a bang, the universe began.
- But it keeps on growing. Don’t know where it’s going, but I knew where I’ve been.
- Was that really all because of me?
Hold my head high, don’t look down. Close your eyes, you’re dead now. Don’t look at my body Persei, Carina’s keel will kneel. All will pay one day.