The Matthew 7:7 door brought me here.

A quick overview of recurrent themes, symbols and motifs in my recent studies and writing. You know, since doors and gates and paths get all entangled, it helps to have some signs or reminders so we can trace our steps. retrograde rebels of my natal chartChiron retrograde in geminimercury retrograde, ruler of Gemini, in the … Continue reading The Matthew 7:7 door brought me here.

Inanna isis under

24th was the new moon in Pisces. Let's make some magic... I guess. Are you ready? Because... I'm not really ready. But it doesn't matter whether I'm ready or not. I'm in the hands of the heavens, on the face of the earth, and I'm going under. https://youtu.be/CdhqVtpR2ts Evanescence - going under And so gods … Continue reading Inanna isis under

Chiron and healing the soul wound: making excuses.

Chiron was a respected teacher and skilled healer, and was known as the wisest and most just of all the centaurs. What a stand out guy and I'm sure we can learn a bunch of stuff but let's just get to the part where I give the f*-k up on life and swap places with … Continue reading Chiron and healing the soul wound: making excuses.

Herald of the Emerald Hearts

(the emerald tablets? isn't this already well known? I left these here so long ago, assumed they'd be basic understanding in society. the tablets are pills to swallow, kinda dry, but must still be learned. just copy from the board into your books, yourself...) ugh. This is how you remind me of what I really … Continue reading Herald of the Emerald Hearts

Chiron and healing the soul wound: a preliminary examination.

I've been really at war with myself lately, engaged in this inner conflict about continuing this blog and what I want to achieve. I have many half-started entries and ideas only I never actually complete anything because I eventually crumple under all my self doubt. I do nothing without a justifiable reason, I am lazy … Continue reading Chiron and healing the soul wound: a preliminary examination.

Revelation 10/22-20

So here I am. Agonising over my words, my choices, my message, my motivation, my reception... it is two fold. For it is not only the doing of a thing, it is also how it is perceived. I am at the doorway of fear and it pains me to be here. What am I so … Continue reading Revelation 10/22-20