Prepping since 2018

MMMother and #COK calling the shots, archives since late 2018. I have decided (although I'm still to write it) to republish the goods. Shit that I made back in 2018. You're all just catching up to my gamma waves. Stand back (but not too far) as I bring back my #COK. Raise your heads, your … Continue reading Prepping since 2018

Pathetic humans, insta ly

And here I am, weaving my way through time. I wrote this on the equinox, today is the new moon. And i am releasing this patithi c forth to be released on ahead of my time. why? Because I am spineless and have no conviction in what i write. Only when I write. But when … Continue reading Pathetic humans, insta ly

My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.

I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in Dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. Oh boy, I have so many thoughts on god, and have written a ton of posts and pages on the matter. The memory of this post comes to the forefront of … Continue reading My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.

Metaphors are vessels, carriers of meaning

Now I am talking about metaphors, metaphorically. LOL or rather I mean FIGURATIVELY. It is not a literal, physical container, but instead metaphors are symbolic vessels which carry meaning. Metaphors REPRESENT concepts, or ideas, or feelings, or something! It is the captured essence that is communicated by the expression, with the intention of it to … Continue reading Metaphors are vessels, carriers of meaning

Tarot reading – New moon in Aries

Spread: new moon in aries, by biddy tarot.Deck used: the antique anatomy deck, by claire goodchild.Cards drawn: 24 March 2020 evening (hours before new moon)Interpretation written: 25 March 2020 morning (hours after new moon) - I just woke up. I've been using the antique anatomy deck lately.  We are in the midst of the corona … Continue reading Tarot reading – New moon in Aries

The only Perfect Sense is hindsight

You can have a squizz at my 2018 playlist here. I like to hit shuffle and see what the day brings me. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/67fWDsUUSfm7NoteVJRx47?si=vA_iWFITQF-Tde0qD8c89w That's how "my guides" "speak" to me. Through music and words that are literally heard (or seen, like reading words on a screen). Songs from my 2018 playlist. Screen caps from last … Continue reading The only Perfect Sense is hindsight

(k)imagine my 23 enigma

A whole new world, thats where I'll be. A thrilling change, a psychotic break, from you to me. I hear songs in my head, but not really. And i wonder why it matters at all that I continue here, pretending I have a purpose that serves anyone or thing besides that which serves myself. https://youtu.be/XD1cxSE25ckContinue reading (k)imagine my 23 enigma

call of the Antikryst: cultivation of a personality

I am a fucking mess. I never know how to lay myself clear, linear thought like words on a page fucking SUCKS because in my head and heart, everything is connected. Circular. Spiral in and out, hokey pokey shaking all about. I can only Express the path that I took to get here. I don't … Continue reading call of the Antikryst: cultivation of a personality

In case you missed that thing that I sent you…

Peter, the Rock upon which the church was built. Yahweh WWE. Communication/communion dilemma. Gathering magic from suspicious sources, so as long as it produces results no one cares. Numerology of my birthday, the lo shu grid squares the circle of my life. An idea must descend through the various faculties to be translated and expressed, … Continue reading In case you missed that thing that I sent you…