Mastery – freedom and slavery; & of/for…?

It started out with trying to find a way to express my thoughts about the paradoxical relationship between freedom and slavery. I do not know what is better, or where I would prefer to be in this whole existence matrix… I do not know…

But, like every seeder, I will leave here for you the path I explored and what I saw.

  • slava – in slavic languages, means fame, glory and renown.
    • slave – slav people were enslaved in the middle ages, forced into slavery.
      • slave, submissive, controlled by another
    • chattel – movable tangible property. cattle
      • kaput – head. vital. seize. grab.
      • capital and chattel – cow and property
  • kith and kine – friends and cattle,
    • kith – relations (english) knowledge (german)
    • kith – (albanian) veil of mystery.
      • ky – cow (english)
      • ky – dog (cornish).
      • ky – other/another (egyptian)

Chateau is a house. Chattel is property. Cattle are property. Were slaves like cattle? What would be the marker of wealth in slave ownership? Quantity or quality?

Cattle are animals used for labour and/or harvested for their resources. Some are property, some are pets.

I don’t remember how I ended up in the next psycho-wormhole… the link is between animal and life…? I don’t remember…


Copied and pasted straight from wiktionary (formatting is for suckers)

תחייה \ תְּחִיָּה (t’khiyá) f (plural indefiniteתְּחִיּוֹת‎, singular constructתחיית \ תְּחִיַּת־‎)

  1. rejuvenationrevivalresurrection
  2. reincarnationrebirth

תחיית המתים \ תְּחִיַּת הַמֵּתִים (t’khiyát hametím) f

  1. resurrection of the dead

כיתר \ כִּתֵּר (kitér) (pi’el construction)

  1. to encircle (by a military, police, etc.)

חַי  (kháy) (feminineחַיָּה‎, masculine pluralחַיִּים‎, feminine pluralחַיּוֹת‎)

  1. alive; hence raw (flesh); fresh (plant, water, year), strong; also (as noun, especially in the feminine singular and masculine plural) life (or living thing), whether literally or figuratively: – + age, alive, appetite, (wild) beast, company, congregation, life, lifetime, maintenance, + merry, multitude, + (be) old, quick, raw, running, springing, troop.
  2. livinglive
  3. lively

חַי  (kháy) (pa’al construction)

  1. to live

K, am I alive or am I living?

All of this seems ridiculous now that I’m trying to… I dunno. Lay the pieces before you…

I am alive. I am Chet and Yod. I am the joy of living, verve. I am more than an animal, I am of the chariot. Auriginer, whatever. Golden driver, pathway master, trans-terminal, via my k intra inter person al.

I am more plosive than fricative, because I can take you there and we will be there. How? I don’t know, it’s the way of the ophanim. It’s the way I have always been.

New words I have learned.

Names not heard before, but my essence always has known.

Chai – life

The word is made up of two letters of the Hebrew alphabet – Chet (ח) and Yod (י), forming the word “chai”, meaning “alive”, or “living”. The most common spelling in Latin script is “Chai”, but the word is occasionally also spelled “Hai”. In Hebrew, the related word chaya (חיה) means “living thing” or “animal”, and is derived from the Hebrew word chai (חי), meaning “life”.

Lamedvavnik – one of 36

Lamedvavnik (Yiddish: לאַמעדוואָווניק‎), is the Yiddish term for one of the 36 humble righteous ones or Tzadikim mentioned in kabbalah or Jewish mysticism. According to this teaching, at any given time there are at least 36 holy persons in the world who are Tzadikim.

These holy people are hidden; i.e., nobody knows who they are. According to some versions of the story, they themselves may not know who they are. For the sake of these 36 hidden saints, God preserves the world even if the rest of humanity has degenerated to the level of total barbarism.

Hamsa, or Khamsa

The hamsa (Arabic: خمسة‎ khamsahHebrew: חַמְסָה, also romanized khamsaBerber languages: ⵜⴰⴼⵓⵙⵜ tafust) is a palm-shaped amulet popular throughout the Middle East and North Africa and commonly used in jewelry and wall hangings. 

Depicting the open right hand, an image recognized and used as a sign of protection in many times throughout history, the hamsa is believed by some, predominantly Muslims and Jews, to provide defense against the evil eye.

Khamsah is an Arabic word that means “five”, but also “the five fingers of the hand”.

The Hamsa is also variously known as the Hand of Fatima after the daughter of the prophet Muhammad, the Hand of Mary, the Hand of Miriam, and the Hand of the Goddess.

Wikipedia and wiktionary. This is what you want this is what you get. A click-hole click-storm spiraling in and out of psy-cho(n/r)ol (psych- control, or cohol? And from whose point of speculation?)

6 thoughts on “Mastery – freedom and slavery; & of/for…?

  1. I believe the Hidden 36 know who they are. It would be impossible to be filled with the LIGHT and not know.

    But perhaps for a time, the Hidden 36 may not yet be who they were meant to be because they had not yet become one of the 36 as the former 36 had not yet passed on.

    Wonder what happens in the passing of one 36 to the next? Wonder how the world heralds that kind of change?

    My thought was when one of the 36 is born, another Mother Mary is born to bring the little one into the world. So if you are looking around your world and you think you might know a Mother Mary – then you probably have yourself one of the 36 revolving around your circle.

    I can count on my hand 1 that are holy enough in their every moment to one of the 36. And the knowledge of him makes me feel Holy in my personhood so strong is the power of the LIGHT.

    Makes me think that now is the time of the 36 to multiply and become more in a Golden Age of Being Alive. Imagine if the Holy 36 became a Holy 144,000 – Imagine how much GOOD energy would permeate reality.

    Oh Blessed Be, I can see into Eternity and it is filled with LOVE and LIGHT and by God it is Bright!

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  2. Chai or ‘life’ has a gematria value of 18, which is why this number is holy to the Jews. It is customary when donating money to do so in multiples of 18.
    18 x 2 =36.


    1. Yes… part of why I go a bit “crazy” and freak out about patterns. When the digits of my birthday are into the lo shu grid, the plane of practicality (bottom row) and the plane of will (middle column) are both complete. The sum of each being 18… 18×2=36. It also visually resembles an upside down T… dude, i feel like I should do a post to demo/explain but… I dunno. I feel like I’m just… ugh stuff

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  3. I have seen God… everybody sees God, but not everybody recognizes God as such… this Creation is God, Goddess, One and All. Whoever does not see how Naturae is creator, upholder and destroyer, is not blind, but spiritually ignorant? Perhaps. He is She, and She is anything, everything, and we are in Her, part of Her, made up of Her. I hear God… She speaks to me, and tells me a new aeon has now begun. The Jesus Aeon has passed… no more self-sacrifice is needed, but Love is highest meaning; to want to live, to want to love life, no matter how difficult it may seem sometimes. To have faith in a future extending in goodness beyond the present, and even this here is justified by this future, as is all the past is justified by the present. Evolution and sublimation are not merely fantasies… but it is the mechanism of God by way of which She transforms herself into herself, re-configures and redefines. Yes… I have seen the Light, and it was dark, but it lit the path to innocence. I took into myself the sickness, was asked if I would die for the wold… I said: not today. That Son has come and gone, and I do not have to; he died for these sins, why should I? It has happened before, and it need not repeat; for what good am I dead, with no more awareness to speak about the splendor inherent to this world? I love this creation, and do not wish for heavens in death. All I wish for is peace on Earth; to live, to love, and for Her guidance, my God, my Goddess, my Father and Mother of All. Like you contain everything, and hold space for everything; with you by my side, inside, I can transform the madness, and make it shine like a lump of gold, like a diamon through another loupe. Madness birthed meaning, death made me rethink life. I am animal, human, but no God. Only She has the right to call herself that, and I look at her not in veneration, but in admiration. This intelligent patterned creation, of which I am a pattern, told me the aeon of veneration is over. She wants us to know her; this aeon is one of celebration.

    And in the vein of your article; wiktionary is pretty cool, but do you know about the Online Etymological Dictionary? I love love love it!

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    1. Welcome home, brother. In my antichrist manifesto I spoke of brother J-zeus being the kind to die, but it was my time to show how to fight to survive. He had the cross but my way is of the wheel. When our lights combine, we bathe the world in white. Though resilient my golden skin may be, i do not heal so easily.
      I’ve said all my words, so many times repeated myself… i straddled heavens and worlds, connecting others with myself, but only to act as a way bridge where they could find thrmselves. And the writing on wall I scrawled was weaponised and used against me. The vision I saw and hoped was mere delusion and deceit… I dont know if the perversion was misunderstanding or meant to be… I dont know. I cant tell. I’m afraid I have made my own hell when the only thing I wanted was to help everyone heal and help them to see…
      Ugh I just can’t… I dont know. Lots of doubt. There is no faith left in me. There is hope, but no vestige for belief.

      I haven’t seen that site but i will looksie. 🐵

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      1. I think the point is not to heal others and help them see, but heal and help yourself. It is through this self-healing that our Mother learns the way by which this is accomplished for a human, and can inspire others to accomplish the same on their path. Your life’s work becomes part of cosmic consciousness… nothing is lost. She is the great scientist, laboriously analyzing, meticulously organizing all… every small step you take will become part of her knowledge and your wisdom will one day be the wisdom of others. Your hell may be, as was mine, to want to shine the light in the eyes of others, yet not see for yourself… it was my problem. Now that I see, I know I do not have any obligation to do anything that only serves others, but not myself. To only serve others is selfishness through another viewpoint, to validate one’s existence by this idea of it being self-less; this may actually be selfish. Help yourself, heal yourself, and She will do the same for others. It is not your task — it is her responsibility. And every step you take towards healing yourself is healing the whole planet. Much love ❤

        PS. Jesus was not weak; his sacrifice meant that we may live in light now. He chose the right thing at the time, so that we in our time may prosper. His story served as a warning, and inspiration. For this, I am thankful to him.

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