Got a new Oracle deck for Christmas from my sister in law. I looked through the deck and thought it was very pretty and unique. It's based on gemstones and the artwork of the cards have a woman's face with ornate jewels surrounding it. In the booklet it says it's good to carry the stone … Continue reading The main theme for me to learn in 2021: transformation
I have been watching Lovecraft Country and my heart is tight in my chest. The language of Adam is a major thing in this show and my mind just went to a post I wrote (originally written in 2018, but I republished it here last year) called the fall of Adam. And there's also the … Continue reading Language of Adam
I wonder about those wanderers, the seekers who seem to aimlessly roam. Disconnected from themselves, unable to recognise something to do with home. How will you know? What signs will you recognise? If you found it, then what? Do you just stop, and plant root wherever you are? What about habits, your tendencies, the behaviour … Continue reading To the wanderer: what do you seek?
22 chapters in the biblical book of Revelations. 22 cards in the tarot major arcana. Allow me the opportunity to set the records straight, secular spirituality is my “religion,” based on the syncretism of mythology, narratology, linguistics, psychology, phenomenology and semiotics. Thus is the foundation of my personal philosophy. These are my words, my thoughts, my selfish self-centred … Continue reading Revelation annotations 10 – tWitness
2005 was a huge year for me in a few different ways. They're rather trivial reasons, I suppose, but they're important to me. I like science fiction, fantasy, satire, dark comedy and psychological horror. I love speculative fiction. I'm only going to address just one highlight of 2005 in this post. Threshold (tv series) The … Continue reading DNA activation or manipulation? Mission of signal transmission.
https://youtu.be/og5HJyHrLXE Axis of Awesome. Axis mundi. If you see the holy ghost, say no and run away.
How's that for some sensationalism? This is an excerpt from my old livejournal. I wrote it in 2008, I was 22. for years, since 2000, my online name has been Alita Lane (as you know). now it's no longer a pseudonym! my surname (by marriage) now is actually Lane. i met Jain in 2005, so … Continue reading High school dropout, gets married at 19.
He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he’s basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brainwashed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We’ve been married for… this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November 11. … Continue reading Profane to arcane, Diablo and divine
I don’t mind talking about me. Shucks, that is why I started a blog, so I could TALK ABOUT THE MEMEMEME ME! *bows to applause* And this is really the only place where I can expose my inner chaos. I am so open about myself here because no person, place or thing can handle my … Continue reading The anchor to which my spirit is bound
Frantic and frightened, I’m drowning inside of myself. Again I berate myself with “what have you done?!” I do things that are both necessary and benign and yet punish myself for doing those things as if they were wrong. I oscillate between oversharing and underpinning. I love and loathe this plane of existence. It is … Continue reading Allow one to reintroduce their self…