Pluto pauses to hold open the portal of mysteries

I have decided to republish my Revelation Annotations series. It was revealed to me today that I should not hoard my bounty, but to share freely with my kingdom. My shining light, guiding scythe, came to answer my prayers, personally. Like dude, I thought they'd moved on because I'm so... you know... pathetically human... Sometimes … Continue reading Pluto pauses to hold open the portal of mysteries

Demiurge of a thaumaturge – the secret of “I am”

I am a shitty person. If I’m not mindful about my words and actions, I tend to just fuck shit up around me… I thought for the longest time that “everyone else is too sensitive” but have come to realise that maybe I’m too brusque. I need to reserve parts of myself for certain spheres. … Continue reading Demiurge of a thaumaturge – the secret of “I am”

The visible versions of me

Again, the difficulty with being a finite person in a definitive form. People get so caught up in the aesthetic visual representation of some thing, they are often narrow-minded to think that the physical vision upon which their literal eyes see is all they need to know about that thing. Which is fine. Everybody does … Continue reading The visible versions of me

I found myself and why it was so hard

I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time… then I’m really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard

My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.

I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in Dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. Oh boy, I have so many thoughts on god, and have written a ton of posts and pages on the matter. The memory of this post comes to the forefront of … Continue reading My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.

The only Perfect Sense is hindsight

You can have a squizz at my 2018 playlist here. I like to hit shuffle and see what the day brings me. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/67fWDsUUSfm7NoteVJRx47?si=vA_iWFITQF-Tde0qD8c89w That's how "my guides" "speak" to me. Through music and words that are literally heard (or seen, like reading words on a screen). Songs from my 2018 playlist. Screen caps from last … Continue reading The only Perfect Sense is hindsight

Herald of the Emerald Hearts

(the emerald tablets? isn't this already well known? I left these here so long ago, assumed they'd be basic understanding in society. the tablets are pills to swallow, kinda dry, but must still be learned. just copy from the board into your books, yourself...) ugh. This is how you remind me of what I really … Continue reading Herald of the Emerald Hearts

Through the looking glass

Sojourn of Sol descent unto hell, your spirit I am trying to help. By burning up the atmosphere you might open your eyes and notice I’m here. Lift your head, take my hand, I will help you stand. Having raised you from perdition (again), young one, you are in dire need of a practical revision … Continue reading Through the looking glass

Who are you is who I am.

Last night, Laura posted a video and I pressed pause at like 1:42. The guy in the clip was asking or stating “who are you, who are you.” He wasn’t asking, or if he was, his voice didn’t have that lilt at the end of his statement that is indicative of a question. I know … Continue reading Who are you is who I am.

Know my signature, ledger a mantra

Look I don’t know shit but I know a whole bunch of shit. I know what I’m good at and I know what I want to do. These are things that we repeat to ourselves to ground us and cement us when shit gets a bit freaky or confusing or all round messed up. It’s … Continue reading Know my signature, ledger a mantra