High school dropout, gets married at 19.

How's that for some sensationalism? This is an excerpt from my old livejournal. I wrote it in 2008, I was 22. for years, since 2000, my online name has been Alita Lane (as you know). now it's no longer a pseudonym! my surname (by marriage) now is actually Lane. i met Jain in 2005, so … Continue reading High school dropout, gets married at 19.

I found myself and why it was so hard

I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time… then I’m really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard

Act naturally, don’t address their secret selves

https://youtu.be/9mlw4XoZ9cQ I’m a teacher. Im used to repeating myself over and over. I have 2 tongue piercings, aka “venoms” got them done the same day my husband got his double ouroboros tattoo. I have 6 tattoos, my husband has 4. Albeit his are much bigger than mine. 2 of our tattoos are matching. We have … Continue reading Act naturally, don’t address their secret selves

Inside my human design, part 2.

My human design is pretty special, to me anyway. Click here for my first post on this topic. This is my second post (and I keep second guessing myself, as if anyone cares or as if it matters to anyone at all. After all this blog is for me to express what I want, if … Continue reading Inside my human design, part 2.

What makes me stand out? My Provocation is fascinating…

I am not a unique snowflake. Well, I am. But so is everyone else. I am no different to any of you. But I am. Because I am not you. I’m me, unfortunately. Or fortunately, I guess. It depends on how we look at things, and the narrative we convince ourselves we are living. And … Continue reading What makes me stand out? My Provocation is fascinating…

Inside my human design. 4/1 generator, gate 43.

I can be anything that you dream up for me. A punching bag, a plate of fish, a lecherous memory. But most of all, if you ask me, I just want to be free to be all and none of it. I just want you, to want to be with me. Up in the air … Continue reading Inside my human design. 4/1 generator, gate 43.

Borderline personalities, disorderly factory.

Whose story is worthy of reading? Are you ready to decide which side of Libra's scale to cast your lots? The weight of a bleeding heart on the winds of scalar feathers. 1, 2, 3 for 5. All my 4's are structural. Dr. Kalliope Veign, PhD in spin doctoring. Snaketale salesgirl, she has a cure-all … Continue reading Borderline personalities, disorderly factory.

What do I have to offer to you?

10th May, 2019. Updated. Time is apparently tick-tock-kicking on my side, apparently. Or it's kicking my butt into gear to be prepared for... the end. Behold, me. Look, see, listen, hear; read my words.I quote myself. 1st February, 2019. The time is now 3:17am, but I took a photo when it was 3:16am, convinced it … Continue reading What do I have to offer to you?