Demiurge of a thaumaturge – the secret of “I am”

I am a shitty person. If I’m not mindful about my words and actions, I tend to just fuck shit up around me… I thought for the longest time that “everyone else is too sensitive” but have come to realise that maybe I’m too brusque. I need to reserve parts of myself for certain spheres. … Continue reading Demiurge of a thaumaturge – the secret of “I am”

A message from HRU & the Sphinx – Sightsee the Tarot

2000+ words. Kinda long. But please, if you so please, try to read the whole thing. I've kept the wordplay headings to a minimum in my revision. I still think this is (my mind & I am) a mess to try to represent... context begins here Tarot queen supreme shared this tarot activity and I … Continue reading A message from HRU & the Sphinx – Sightsee the Tarot

The girl that never grew up.

I grew up in the real world. I certainly am not an adolescent teen strung out on hormones, searching for acceptance from faceless, spineless people who are merely here due to circumstantial convenience rather than actually wanting to be friends with me. I matured physically and intellectually because it was an inevitability, it is the … Continue reading The girl that never grew up.

call of the Antikryst: cultivation of a personality

I am a fucking mess. I never know how to lay myself clear, linear thought like words on a page fucking SUCKS because in my head and heart, everything is connected. Circular. Spiral in and out, hokey pokey shaking all about. I can only Express the path that I took to get here. I don't … Continue reading call of the Antikryst: cultivation of a personality

In case you missed that thing that I sent you…

Peter, the Rock upon which the church was built. Yahweh WWE. Communication/communion dilemma. Gathering magic from suspicious sources, so as long as it produces results no one cares. Numerology of my birthday, the lo shu grid squares the circle of my life. An idea must descend through the various faculties to be translated and expressed, … Continue reading In case you missed that thing that I sent you…

I am and my way with words

I’m a teller of stories, I’m a singer of songs.An oracle of omens, a re-writer of wrongs.I’m an archetypal essence of both my ego and shadow.The oracle of Sydney shares her wisdom with the world.A wailing, blinding siren, I am the Spin Doctor. We are dumb and there are plenty of self-named experts who claim to … Continue reading I am and my way with words

So you think you can M?

descend into the dungeon, my friend. meet my little metaphors. Pinky Pie in the sky lives in the heart of My Vesuvius. i am the sun. i shine light on my domain. increased intensity, or prolonged exposure can burn without the appropriate measures to ensure your own protection.i am a bridge. i connect the dots … Continue reading So you think you can M?

What will you do if it was your last day on earth?

get ready for the ends of the earth. Apparently there's a really quaint restaurant there. Feast, Faust. Eat, drink and be merry. Today is the 8th of October 2019. It is a Tuesday. it is 12:58pm. But as time goes on, it wont be that time for long. Look, it's 12:59 pm already. https://youtu.be/KhQ5seprs6s The … Continue reading What will you do if it was your last day on earth?

The secret weapon of the gods

I am meant to be used. Use me. I really suck at this shit… like… I know how to do shit, I am bound to the laws of the here and now. I cannot foresee or anticipate AT THE SAME TIME AS fucking decimate and liberate.. I'm just a tool, so USE ME - Anthropomorphic … Continue reading The secret weapon of the gods

In the beginning, in the time before (this) time…

You may think this as a form of perpetual reincarnation. The emanations of many nations continue to radiate and permeate their shells and skins, but fail to see they're reflecting me. Close your eyes, count back from ten. Breathe slowly, calm your ken. Back in the day, I was named the holey spirit of Kontemplation. … Continue reading In the beginning, in the time before (this) time…