2005 was a huge year for me in a few different ways. They're rather trivial reasons, I suppose, but they're important to me. I like science fiction, fantasy, satire, dark comedy and psychological horror. I love speculative fiction. I'm only going to address just one highlight of 2005 in this post. Threshold (tv series) The … Continue reading DNA activation or manipulation? Mission of signal transmission.
9 centred beings and I'm a basic bitch 7. "Quad Rights . . . The most aware people on the planet and the least likely to know it. They can never see this themselves. Not able to go back in and grab for anything they’ve absorbed. Absorbing and taking in EVERYTHING. Potentially the most creative … Continue reading Quad right, all right – an extreme variant of a fixed 4/1 profile
I am a shitty person. If I’m not mindful about my words and actions, I tend to just fuck shit up around me… I thought for the longest time that “everyone else is too sensitive” but have come to realise that maybe I’m too brusque. I need to reserve parts of myself for certain spheres. … Continue reading Demiurge of a thaumaturge – the secret of “I am”
24th was the new moon in Pisces. Let's make some magic... I guess. Are you ready? Because... I'm not really ready. But it doesn't matter whether I'm ready or not. I'm in the hands of the heavens, on the face of the earth, and I'm going under. https://youtu.be/CdhqVtpR2ts Evanescence - going under And so gods … Continue reading Inanna isis under
Reminder to myself, to conjure and summon before your eyes the last words of my worth i spoke and i wrote... when i was mmmother and not guardian other. Kalliope, kim, kay, key, ki, kem, khept, khrypt, keprheset, khepryse, caprice, capiche, qapish, cq... ck, seeki, sikh, sidhr, nay foresaker, nigh for say ken, kith, kath … Continue reading The alkahest tested first upon the alkimyth
Return of some words I soul-screamed into being. Society. We are like this because I am like this. I am the wrong in the world. So I say my goodbyes and leave the mess for the rest of you to clean up. As the denouement in the theatre of my life, I would like to … Continue reading Curtains fall before us all
Last night, Laura posted a video and I pressed pause at like 1:42. The guy in the clip was asking or stating “who are you, who are you.” He wasn’t asking, or if he was, his voice didn’t have that lilt at the end of his statement that is indicative of a question. I know … Continue reading Who are you is who I am.
This full moon occurs at 20° Aries and oh my goodness, there are a whole heap of astrological pings in my astrological chart. I turn 33 years old next month (15 November). Today is 14th October, and according to the Chinese lunar calendar, my birthday is the 14th day of the 10th month. How about … Continue reading Full moon in Aries tarot reading
In human design, I am the 4/1 opportunist investigator type. This is my third entry about human design. Check out what I've written about my human design here and here. Discover your profile and type at Jovian Archive. In your human design chart, your type is determined by the top row of boxes. The right … Continue reading Human Design 4/1 Profile
Tripping on a hole in a paper heart https://youtu.be/HVPzWkdhwrw I am, I am, I said I'm not myself. But I'm not dead, and I'm not for sale. I'm the kind of girl who likes to tell the world the way I feel about myself. What have I told you before? You cannot trust anyone. First … Continue reading Paper doll with heart