call of the Antikryst: cultivation of a personality

I am a fucking mess. I never know how to lay myself clear, linear thought like words on a page fucking SUCKS because in my head and heart, everything is connected. Circular. Spiral in and out, hokey pokey shaking all about. I can only Express the path that I took to get here. I don't …

Kimtos, the listmaker. Press refresh on my memory.

7 books I have written down in my journal Book of names – people, meaning of names, letters, my associations.Book of numbers – numerology.Book of time – timeline of events, chronological or chronicle. Book of symbols – semiotics, sigils, signs, signifiers, signatures.Book of cards – tarot symbolism, interpretation, meanings. A harmonization of the above. Personal …

Some debts I’ve yet to pay

Suleiman - a digital reading of one of my poems.I think there were a few that it came down to. X marks the spot, antigenesis, and another I don't remember.Me singing a version of Frank's Charlie Reading Cynthia for Echo.Onomastic thingy for Mantis. Mantis was so kind to take me up on my offer of …

Learning and creativity

At uni there was this project, we had to represent what learning and creativity meant to us. So I set up a little table. my project, i used different thingys to represent the different things i associated with learning and creativity... i had a notebook, and i wrote "words on a page" over and over …

In the beginning, in the time before (this) time…

You may think this as a form of perpetual reincarnation. The emanations of many nations continue to radiate and permeate their shells and skins, but fail to see they're reflecting me. Close your eyes, count back from ten. Breathe slowly, calm your ken. Back in the day, I was named the holey spirit of Kontemplation. …

2 LISTSickles OF 12

I am a list maker, I write lists to organise my thoughts. I am not linear in mind, and do not materialise in a logical manner. Does it likely matter? Don't mind me, I've copied and pasted these from a document I found where I tried to make plans in alignment with my solar return. …

Zero to Nemo (part four)

Conflicted intentions (July 31, 2019) When I first came here, my intention was entirely self-centred as I was merely after a place to vent my mental gas-bag. I was just talking crap out into the blogosphere, not thinking that anything I said would garner attention. As soon as I noticed people notice me, I started …

Why did I want to start a blog? I answered this and still don’t know.

If you have seen this face or my words somewhere else before, you may remember me prancing about WordPress blogging as Modern Mystic Mother. I have since dropped that moniker, only by any sort of "official" personality. There is an online store called Modern Mystic and I have no connection with that. Also, there had …