I am a shitty person. If I’m not mindful about my words and actions, I tend to just fuck shit up around me… I thought for the longest time that “everyone else is too sensitive” but have come to realise that maybe I’m too brusque. I need to reserve parts of myself for certain spheres. … Continue reading Demiurge of a thaumaturge – the secret of “I am”
In the "real world", the physical world, right here right now (god, I should fucking come up with a better, more clear way of delineating different versions of reality and places...)... OMG. So, "off-the-net" (that's now what I will call the real world. LOL) I'm a pretty extroverted person. I'm silly, annoying, I'm really TOO … Continue reading Why aren’t more people like me? FIGJAM!
I have been so bloody preoccupied with this concept of personal branding and identifying my "niche" that I haven't actually done much writing. And the shit I want to write about is so varied that it's hard to figure out how to promote and present myself. You know, for 'success'. It's not even related to … Continue reading More than the sum of my parts
I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time… then I’m really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard
Hahaha okay, will do.Me, talking to myself just now (29.03.20, 1:11pm) In accordance with my higher self, I will take a figurative step away from this pithy platform. I wrestle with my self - my heart, my mind, my driven desire... rolling around outside of time, but still within the plane of space and time. … Continue reading Release tension with intention
MMMother and #COK calling the shots, archives since late 2018. I have decided (although I'm still to write it) to republish the goods. Shit that I made back in 2018. You're all just catching up to my gamma waves. Stand back (but not too far) as I bring back my #COK. Raise your heads, your … Continue reading Prepping since 2018
Look I don’t know shit but I know a whole bunch of shit. I know what I’m good at and I know what I want to do. These are things that we repeat to ourselves to ground us and cement us when shit gets a bit freaky or confusing or all round messed up. It’s … Continue reading Know my signature, ledger a mantra
23/5/19 – Through glass just started playing on my shuffle playlist…. Holy shit. Haha. How’s that for a divine sign? 01/06/19 -- Allow me to lay a few stepping stones so I do not diverge from this meeting place (let me not be swept away again without relaying my intended message… don’t get distracted by … Continue reading Gemini twins, mirror reflections
Once upon a time in a mind that was dark and weary, there lived a little girl who lived all alone. She was alive, or so she thought she was. She couldn't tell if she was haunted by ghosts of her memories, or if she was one... who was the ghost in a shell... the … Continue reading Lets do another timewarp, my friend.
It is the 28th of September 2019. Happiest of musical memories to you one and all. Oh boy, there are so many songs I want to sing, if only I could sing. Or felt like ... any invitation wasn't just some placated response to my fishing. Music speaks to me, and with my head like … Continue reading Songstryx Through Glass