Tomorrow, the curtrain will fall. Revealing all you already know.

I looked to the sky and wondered the name of the star that was right before my eyes. When I learned it was Spica, I knew my current namesake was near. And holy shit, well whaddya know? I'm too dim to observe, obscured by the lunar glow. All aboard my thought-train Round and round my … Continue reading Tomorrow, the curtrain will fall. Revealing all you already know.

Writing the ineffable name

Made up of 19 individual letters. 15 unique glyphs, 4 of which are repeated. The group of 3 is of both the first and the last. The 4th is in the middle, a pair to mirror itself. Union within hieros gamos brought the worlds parallel, and through them the axis mundi was formed. Absorption of … Continue reading Writing the ineffable name

I found myself and why it was so hard

I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time… then I’m really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard

Herald of the Emerald Hearts

(the emerald tablets? isn't this already well known? I left these here so long ago, assumed they'd be basic understanding in society. the tablets are pills to swallow, kinda dry, but must still be learned. just copy from the board into your books, yourself...) ugh. This is how you remind me of what I really … Continue reading Herald of the Emerald Hearts

Revelation 10/22-20

So here I am. Agonising over my words, my choices, my message, my motivation, my reception... it is two fold. For it is not only the doing of a thing, it is also how it is perceived. I am at the doorway of fear and it pains me to be here. What am I so … Continue reading Revelation 10/22-20

A summons to reveal 1 of my trinity

I am a lazy mother hugger and cosplay is something I have only ever low key participated in. Mere homages to ideations, characters and features I desired to pay small tribute to. They were all just mere token displays that only meant something to me, but here before you I reveal my truth. Zatanna Zatara … Continue reading A summons to reveal 1 of my trinity

The alkahest tested first upon the alkimyth

Reminder to myself, to conjure and summon before your eyes the last words of my worth i spoke and i wrote... when i was mmmother and not guardian other. Kalliope, kim, kay, key, ki, kem, khept, khrypt, keprheset, khepryse, caprice, capiche, qapish, cq... ck, seeki, sikh, sidhr, nay foresaker, nigh for say ken, kith, kath … Continue reading The alkahest tested first upon the alkimyth

Welcome to Ken’s dream dollhouse

7 September 2019 @ 10:07pm; I am his prized Barbie girl: interactive and malleable. Neuroplasticity is effing ineffable. 19 September 2019 @ 10:09pm; holy shrink what a co-winky-dink. How's that? Shit I'm sorry for evoking your spirit in the middle of a shit? 25 September 2019 @ 9:01pm; say something beautiful, say something that is … Continue reading Welcome to Ken’s dream dollhouse

So you think you can M?

descend into the dungeon, my friend. meet my little metaphors. Pinky Pie in the sky lives in the heart of My Vesuvius. i am the sun. i shine light on my domain. increased intensity, or prolonged exposure can burn without the appropriate measures to ensure your own protection.i am a bridge. i connect the dots … Continue reading So you think you can M?